These are moments I will never forget. 
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Kates Playground Free Zip Set 18
it's family
I never have written. I waited so long and frankly I wonder why.
Behind that screen now there will be someone to read these lines that often hurt me, because I seem brutal, untimely, wrong.
It 's the pain that makes me think that silence is the answer. Hear her crying eyes but I do not have the strength to admit certain things.
When the green light turns on the light in this dark room, I see that room for me is a symbol of family. Because you're there.
I see all those books and read Ele, the cabinet it was always too small and now regret it. I see the cat lying on my bed and written back to the head from high school.
I see my mother telling my father that I'm connected. And I observe a reality that does not seem upset as mine. You are three and you're there for you strength, joy shared is a pain you might say.
There are days when I can not seem to be part of anything, viewers of a reality that seems to go on without me. It hurts to see you joined because it makes me feel guilty for not being with you, to lose that everyday that creates the family.
I understand that the value of family is something that can not be taught but you can only try and learn this.
And if I miss it because you're the best thing there is.
I never have written. I waited so long and frankly I wonder why. Behind that screen now there will be someone to read these lines that often hurt me, because I seem brutal, untimely, wrong.
It 's the pain that makes me think that silence is the answer. Hear her crying eyes but I do not have the strength to admit certain things.
When the green light turns on the light in this dark room, I see that room for me is a symbol of family. Because you're there.
I see all those books and read Ele, the cabinet it was always too small and now regret it. I see the cat lying on my bed and written back to the head from high school.
I see my mother telling my father that I'm connected. And I observe a reality that does not seem upset as mine. You are three and you're there for you strength, joy shared is a pain you might say.
There are days when I can not seem to be part of anything, viewers of a reality that seems to go on without me. It hurts to see you joined because it makes me feel guilty for not being with you, to lose that everyday that creates the family.
I understand that the value of family is something that can not be taught but you can only try and learn this.
And if I miss it because you're the best thing there is.
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